Are we there yet? Where are we going? How we get there? Where is there?
What we can carry? Do we need to carry anything? What happens there? Who is waiting for us there? ...
Just like children.
With a lot of cargo to carry around...
And we are... Everything we want and need; we create ourSelves according to our wishes and aspirations... And that's OK. We are children; of our own Mind. What we see is what we already created inside our Heads. Outside is often very different place... To observe... To exist like that.
Do others see us like we do? No. Why? Why do we care?
Because it's not real. It doesn't fit. Others can see only what they have already created inside their Heads.
That's why it's so important to 'grow up'? Why? I can grow, without 'growing up'- can You? What's the secret of immortality?
One beautiful day, none will write about this anymore. -That's the secret. HOW?
I could be anywhere, anytime. Everyone can. We're all Time- travelers. But, being in the state of 'now' and 'here' is so difficult?
They got us here and there; for this or that- they fixed us in places and situations and we can't get out! As mass observer I could cry for a days... But, I don't cry anymore...
My tears dry on their own,
I could say I lost it.
-It's just a break, actually.
I've been watching the same movie for a long Time... It was intentional- just to be sure. God knows how many people and ghosts I've met and talked to; looking for signs. And I was missing little things just like others. But, I knew what little things are- I could never lose that- it's in me- in every cell- pulsing in pain or joy. It's me.
People write everything about everything, especially nowdays. Me also, but I always want to write about one particularly thing. NOTHING REALLY MATTERS.
Can You feel it, just with saying these words?
All the cargo we carry around and we just seem to be grateful for that? Sure, I adore my mistakes and my Emotions.... And my actions... I love my silent answers to Universe... But, it's cargo because we want that to stop? You can easily stop living if You want... Boooring..... Take Your responsibilities back!
WHAT IS CREATING THAT KIND OF REALITY?
I can tell You how and why- but You know the answers. We all know, deep inside that that don't belong to us and we will change that, eventually. Life is journey, Life is destination- don't let that distract You. Don't let that grab You Life ! Only You can know where You begin all over and where You stop or end. Every version of You know that. Timing is important, but that doesn't matter if You're just living Your Life and breathe. Most of the things come to You at the right moment and even if we miss it, it will come back to You in other shape...
We have huge issues with accepting things the way they are. Children of the Mind, Life is big circle. Wheel of Karma stops when we want it to stops. Think about it.
Stay positive! Alice.